Change sucks..kind of

I'm trying to make so many changes in my life the anticipation of doing so is just driving my crazy. Overwhelmed does not begin to describe it. I feel like I just want to curl up into a ball and hide...except that isn't going to get things rolling any faster. I feel like I'm just dropping balls left and right in preparation for this. I have to drop this class just so I have time to deal with what's coming, but I CAN'T drop this class b/c my financial aid hasn't been received yet so I have to pay for this and the next class out of pocket if I do so. And I HAVE to do so but have no money to pay out of pocket...or for anything else for that matter. I'm stressed. I don't see how what I have to do is going to make things any easier on any of us. I have faith and that is why I am doing what I am doing but it is SO HARD I want to just scream and cry like a toddler right now. There is a solution to all of this I KNOW there is I just have to find it...whatever could it be?