6.28.2011

If at first you don't succeed

Try again! So, yet again, for the 58th time in my life, I am DETERMINED to pick up blogging again. I'm not a journal-er anymore, I just don't have the time for it. I do have the time to pour it all out into my blog though - here's to typing like a beast :)

This is more for me than anything. I don't want to censor - I want to feel how I used to when I wrote. I want to let go of the filter between my brain and fingers and just let it all be, as is. Honest, uncut, and fully entwined with my emotional baggage.

Writing used to be a way I let go of the emotional baggage, and I need to get back to where I was before I lost her. It just changed everything, and feeling was not something I could handle at that time.Writing makes me feel, therefore, I had to stop. I've been on hiatus long enough...time to connect who I was, to who I am today. Let's see what I come up with...